An Ordinary Life - 4

After that, I went around with Hifumi, feeling like I was sightseeing in Abydos. The desolate desert felt different when I looked at it as if I were on a desert tour. Honestly, how often do you get to see a desert while living in Korea? "I hope Abydos can be rebuilt soon." Still, my thoughts and reality were separate matters. Even when I was watching the story, I didn't want my favorite characters to suffer like that. I just want everyone to live happily and normally. "Come to think of it, you said you met the Sensei from Schale? What kind of person was he?" Come to think of it, Hifumi is also a playable character. It makes sense that she would be interested in Sensei. Thinking about it, I remember the days when I struggled to raise the characters' relationship levels. Since I've lost my manhood anyway, let's not be jealous and help Sensei's activities. And if Hifumi and Sensei get along, Sensei might not be interested in me! In that case, I should prioritize making Hifumi have a good impression of Sensei. "Sensei, huh? Yeah, he was a very handsome person. The kind of face that makes you forgive him even if his personality is a mess? Not that his personality is a mess. He's a true teacher who cares about his students and puts them first. That's the kind of feeling I got. He also has a very nice voice. I saw him fighting with the local thugs with the Abydos people, and he was very good at commanding." He even has the command ability to have a real fight with Millennium's strongest force, C&C, with the Game Development Club. I think that's when Sensei's command shined the most, but it hasn't happened yet, and there's no way I could know about the Game Development Club and C&C, so I can't explain it "Oh, I see." Hifumi smiled at me. But it wasn't a pure smile. It was the scary smile that the angels in the Trinity camp had when the Trinity and Gehenna students were holding flags in the Eden Treaty chapter. "So, did you feel any attraction to him, Kanshi?" C-Could it be? Am I being kept in check? It's entirely possible. In fact, if Hifumi met Sensei before and already knew him, she might think that I'm in love with Sensei because I'm praising him so much, and she might see me as a love rival. I need to deny it with all my might here. It's a fact that I'm wary of Sensei in the first place. "No, there's no way. He's a man I just met, you know? I don't fall in love that easily. I'm not even thinking about dating yet. That was just an objective assessment. Nothing more, nothing less." "I see. That's a relief. No, I mean, that's good to hear." Hifumi relaxed and her expression softened after hearing my excuse. It seems like my guess was right... I should be careful about talking about Sensei in front of Hifumi. I should have known from the moment she showed her obsessive attachment to Peroro... Hifumi has a bit of a dark side... "If you had made a mistake, Abydos and Schale could have been destroyed." "Huh?" "It's nothing, you don't need to know." I think Hifumi said something that felt like a deep, dark abyss. I felt the atmosphere, but I couldn't hear the important part. "It's getting late, so let's go back to Trinity." "Uh... okay." I held Hifumi's hand and went back to Trinity. Why do I feel so creeped out? Did I catch a cold? ************** Sunday ended and Monday came. In other words, what does that mean? I have to go to school. Why is this place a school city? Is it like Daechi-dong? Is it hell? And why are there only girls here? I lay in bed and rolled around, thinking briefly about Kivotos. No answer came. Well, if the human genes have evolved to only produce females, it's entirely possible. Yeah. Or maybe men don't have halos, so they died from being shot. Let's stop thinking about it any further because it's cruel. I got out of bed, coming to an incomprehensible conclusion. As someone who spent money on microtransactions instead of saving up to buy normal furniture, a bed was a new world for me. If I hadn't spent so much on microtransactions, I would have lived a little more comfortably. But it's nonsense that I didn't spend money on microtransactions in Blue Archive because it's a game from 'that company'. The monthly pass is a courtesy to the game company, so it can't be considered a microtransaction. "Ugh... It's so fluffy, I don't want to get up. And the bed seems to be quite a high-end bed. Even though I'd never slept in a bed before, I could tell how good the material was just by lying down once. I took off my pajamas and stood in front of the mirror to put on my sailor uniform. "Pretty... or rather, cute looking." It's a crazy pedophile game where even characters with C-cup breasts are rare, so my chest was quite flat. It's probably a little bigger than an A-cup. Well, I didn't expect it anyway. I didn't expect to become a woman in the first place. "Haa..." In the mirror stood a girl in her underwear, not yet wearing her sailor uniform. Her skin is very pale. And it's so thin that it feels like looking at porcelain. When I touched it, it was also very soft. It's just baby skin. But even though it's the appearance of such a girl, it's still my appearance, so I don't feel anything. No, let's put it a little more politely, like a young lady. I don't feel any sexual desire. ......Of all the young ladies in Trinity, I had to see Koharu and Hanako. I can't think of a way to put it politely. I changed my underwear from yesterday. Because my chest was small, it felt like wearing a chest protector instead of underwear. Still, I feel bad that I have to wear women's underwear. My body is flexible, so I didn't have any trouble putting on my underwear. I just felt self-loathing. I didn't have any trouble putting on my sailor uniform either. My heart just ached. I looked at the halo above my head. A halo that's a little darker green than my hair color. It's not a part of my body, so I didn't feel anything. If I couldn't see it, I wouldn't have known it existed. It's amazing that something like this is above my head. I picked up the K2 hanging on the wall and left the house. I found out later that I'm also a Trinity student, so there's a modified version of the British AI AS50, but still, carrying around an anti-materiel rifle is a bit... So I decided to carry the K2 as my main weapon because it's familiar and easy to use. Hifumi was waiting in front of the house. "Have you been waiting long?" "No, I just arrived." It's not normal, but it was an everyday life that should become normal from now on. ******** The classes were just like normal high school sophomore classes. The atmosphere was different from what I expected. It wasn't very different, but it was different. The conversations are very ordinary. The kind of topics that would come up in a normal high school. I've never heard them because I went to an all-boys school, but they're probably the kind of conversations that are called girl talk. But the atmosphere is very classy. I feel like I shouldn't approach. I looked away from the sacred sanctuary where the young ladies were chatting and looked at Hifumi. Come to think of it, Hifumi is also a bit difficult to see as a young lady. Just a cute little sister? That's the feeling. I'll give you my sympathy if you're wondering if you can use the modifier "cute" for a little sister. I sighed in relief as I looked at Hifumi. I'm sorry, Hifumi. If I don't look at you right now, I won't be able to stand this atmosphere. I could feel the gazes of the girls from time to time. I don't know what I did wrong, but it can't be helped that I feel down because I keep getting stared at. At least I know that I'm quite hated. I get the feeling that their gazes are saying, 'How dare you go to Trinity?' Then where should I go... Should I go to the Arius branch school... Uh... that might be a good choice... I'll go to the Arius branch school and meet Azusa. And then I'll transfer with Azusa. ......I don't want to live a life where I'm chased by Saori for being a double agent... I left school with a heart that felt lonely because I felt like I was hated by everyone. What if I don't get along with the other playable characters... There are a lot of cute characters in Trinity, so I wanted to be friends with them. Natsu... Koharu... Serina... Mari... Sakurako... At least I'm glad I'm close with Hifumi. I don't know what kind of relationship I have with Nagisa... Maybe I'm like a friend of a friend through Hifumi. I looked at the empty Momotalk. Honestly, it would be awkward if there were a lot of people I don't know in Momotalk, but it's uncomfortable to think that I'm a loner. At least I have Hifumi in Momotalk, but there's no one next to me right now. That's because Hifumi left early to buy Peroro merchandise. She said that if she didn't go quickly, the limited edition goods would be sold out... I really don't understand why that strange character is so popular. But Hifumi and Azusa like it, so I wonder if I should like it too... I'm conflicted... I can still feel the gazes from around me. When I was with Hifumi, who is popular for being kind to everyone, the gazes decreased... It can't be helped. I have no choice but to ignore them and go home. I finally arrived home after being constantly mentally attacked. It's a very ladylike house, so I received additional damage wondering if I should even enter. In times like these, I should heal by playing games... It's a world where games exist normally, but I don't know what game to play. From the Game Development Club's story, it seems like there are normal masterpiece games... But I don't want classic games, I want gacha girl games. I turned on the computer. I was thinking of installing a game on an app player. But before that. There was one game that caught my eye. 「Tales Saga Chronicle」 The original me seemed to like games, so there were a lot of games installed, and the folder was placed right in the middle of the desktop, so it was easy to find. Alright. That's it for today. I took a step towards the legendary bad game. .