+18 Chapter 23: “Ah…I’m the pervert, it seems ♥”

“Pervert, pervert! Staring without saying anything and running away when it suits him… Really!? Pervert!”

At the thought of having been exposed, original body or not, I just writhe in bed as a combined wave of shame, some indignation, and what seemed like shyness washes over me, invading and flooding my mind with devastating blows, letting out moans that seemed anguished as I scolded Thadeus.

How did this happen?

How did I end up flashing my panties to Thadeus, of all people?

Did I strike a strange pose when I lay down to read, or something?

I don't remember…

No…Now that I think about it, it seems that this body inherited some habits from my body and did some actions that were familiar to me, such as slightly lifting my butt while reading why in that way, it created an unpleasant sight for my cousin…I won't go into more details about why I would do something so unpleasant, I doubt very much that anyone would want to know.

Anyway, I realize what the problem is…it's the dresses!

No, that too, but the main thing is that I should stop doing that, right?

Anyway, I'm worried. What if Thadeus starts looking for my butt from now on?

They look pretty good for a little girl; I'm not a lolicon, but I think they're visually appealing and stimulating for a boy, but like I said, I'm not excited about them because I'm not a lolicon... I hope that's why.

There's no way it could be for any other reason, right?

Either way, the situation is quite serious.

How am I supposed to face the future hero of the world later on?

Although some may think it's not that big of a deal, not only do I currently find it extremely embarrassing, but Thadeus-Kun was known as a tremendous pervert in his days as a hero, which smells like danger!

What if his latent lust was awakened after this incident!? It's entirely possible!

After all, I seem to recall that children in this world develop physically and mentally faster than those on Earth due to environmental, economic, and educational factors or something like that, so I wouldn't be surprised if he was somewhat precocious at 11 or so years old... although I don't know much about the subject, honestly.

And if…and if he really attacks me…could I defend myself?

Or would he quickly subdue me and try a bunch of indecent things on me in his youthful savagery by force…?

“Uwwa! Don’t think about it, don’t think about it!”

Once again I toss and turn in bed with what is shamefully a powerful feeling of shyness that invades me with force!

Far from being repelled, Maru's body and lingering emotions are making the idea seem not as bad as I know it is! My heart was actually pounding with excitement at the thought!

But my male Ego cannot accept such a thing!

Let me be touched and used by a perverted hero? Even if my mission is to be a childhood friend so important that he's willing to impulsively promise to come back for me after saving the world, isn't it crazy to think of using my body to achieve it?

It's not like my goal involves seducing Thadeus-Kun to achieve it, is it? That's impossible for me!

Seducing Thadeus sounds too risky, like asking him to pounce on me, tear my clothes off with his hands and rape me right there with that big penis that mercilessly destroyed the minds of the pleasure heroines in the game…!

…Suddenly, thinking about those scenes made an image appear in my head.

I was like Maru, hugging Thadeus while snuggling into his chest, floating against him and tenderly saying his name in a hoarse, tearful voice, as if I were in heat; making the pubescent boy go wild and throw me to the floor to do it right there, letting his animal instinct take over and doing all sorts of wild and exciting things to me in some secret place only the two of us know about…

Wait!

Why the hell am I imagining such a thing in the first place!? What nonsense!

Shit, something feels strange… I suddenly felt a strange sensation of heat and tension in my pelvis and an itching in my groin, while my body flushed due to the speed at which my heart was starting to beat. My breathing was becoming a little labored…

I tried to push the dirty images out of my head, but perhaps fueled by the sexual impulses of a girl already attracted to the opposite sex, my perverse imagination overflowing with pornography, and Maru's lingering desires, they didn't go away, but instead grew clearer, making those strange sensations even stronger.

I wasn't an idiot. At least, not enough to not realize it…

Clearly this body was getting turned on by the images I foolishly conjured up in my mind!

Maru's repressed sexual desires that she probably didn't even know she had towards Thadeus seem to be coming out, not only increasing the damaging effects of her female hormones on my mind, but also strengthening any images of sex I have conjured up about Thadeus and herself….!

The heroines in my head lost relevance when I tried to think of them as the protagonists of the action in a futile attempt to calm those desires burned into this body.

Immediately, the girl changed into an adult version of myself while Thadeus-Kun, now that sex-savvy hero, caressed my entire naked body and gently subjected it to incredible pleasures like those manwha protagonists did to their beloved heroines...all of that just for Maru, and no one else!

Unable to control my growing arousal and wild imagination, I found myself reaching down to my crotch after mindlessly lifting my dress up to my chest, revealing my blossoming breasts with their pretty, rock-hard nipples and more skin than Thadeus should even see, but my body yearned for me to do so…to do whatever I wanted with it.

Just sliding my hand over my soft, delicate, warm skin towards its destination sent me a pleasurable sensation I had never felt before while I imagined that it was Thadeus's hand touching me so delicately... were the girls that sensitive, or is it just me... no, Maru?

With no way of knowing the answer or being able to properly control my actions, as if dominated by the clearly precocious sexual impulses of this body, my hand passed over my writhing lower abdomen and reached my new reproductive organ, the vagina, touching what I assumed was my clitoris through the thin fabric of Maru's underwear.

“God…!♥”

I didn't even have time to remember again that I was no longer a man when I touched my own vagina when I let out that exclamation to God or who knows who, feeling like a wave of electricity, almost paralyzing but surprisingly pleasant, spread throughout my entire body in a devastating way, making me shudder.

Just touching the clitoris felt so good!

Imagining without being able to help it that it was Thadeus, not me, who was playfully touching the clitoris…it got even better!

He couldn't help but let out embarrassingly cute and tender gasps as he squeezed that little "button" through the fabric while visualizing that adult Thadeus playing with it, smirking, and having fun stimulating my body and preparing it...for further penetration!

“Ummm!“

This wasn't right. I'd barely arrived in this world and already I was like this. It was complete madness. What am I supposed to do? I can't seem to overcome this body's desires!

I can already feel my vagina getting wet, my fingers slowly running over it as it explores it, coating it with feminine fluids! Just running it over there felt different…but just as great as when he squeezed my clitoris! It was truly incredible!

“Ah, Thadeus-Kun…♥!”

I couldn't help but blurt out the name of the future hero of this world while masturbating for the first time as a woman, my mind, unable to help itself, giving itself over completely to that fantasy that I shouldn't have had as a man, but there it was!

And when I put a finger inside that little vaginal hole….

“¡Oh, Oh ♥! ¡Ummm!“

Holding my voice back with all the pathetic willpower I could muster, I rolled my eyes as the climax hit me hard… Who could have expected that I would have an orgasm so soon as the fingers, visualizing Thadeus’ strong, trained hands, entered there!

I could only fall exhausted onto the bed after almost twisting my back from pleasure due to a biological phenomenon that I barely understood, my body tense, covered in sweat and my tongue out, surely making a stupid ahegao expression.

I never expected masturbating as a woman to be so good~

And it was just light caresses and weak finger penetration, which means it could be even better!

Study magic? Summon spirits?

That left my mind a long time ago, giving myself over to the perverted mental images of Thadeus playing with me while I moved my hand again, searching for more….!

Even though I know I shouldn't!

Although Thadeus, the real one, could come back again and see me in this obscene state, leading everything to dire consequences while I'm on all fours….!

“¡Yes!!”

But thinking about those consequences in and of themselves was also extremely exciting, damn! So much so, that I swung my butt toward the windows in anticipation of what would happen!

I want it so much ♥!

“Ah…I’m the pervert, it seems ♥”