+18 Main Story : Chapter 5: First Night ♀

My first orgasm as a woman was amazing.

It may sound strange to say this, but I felt a complex mixture of the feeling of having done it and feeling good.

Seeing my own blood spilling onto Trust's penis made the sensation even more vivid and real.

To be honest, I underestimated Trust.

The protagonists in NTR games are often wimps, bad at sex, have small penises, or other elements that lead to them being NTR-ed by the other man.

Trust also has his heroines stolen from him.

So even though we were said to be compatible, I thought it would probably be okay and went ahead and had sex with him.

But...before I knew it, I was desperately trying to endure it with a muffled voice, and in the end I was given the woman's pleasure with moans of "Ah ah!", my mouth, breasts and pussy were violated, and I was swept away by the waves of pleasure.

In fact, Trust was better at sex than I had imagined.

It's not for nothing that he has had experiences with three women.

Before I knew it, I no longer disliked the kiss, even though I had previously felt it was unpleasant.

The way he touches my breasts is so exquisite that it makes my whole body relax.

Even when caressing with his fingers, he rubs exactly where it feels good.

And what's more, the truly amazing thing is to make a virgin climax at the same time as breaking her virginity.

On the other hand, the question is how good at sex the Demon King, the man who stole the heroines, must be.

Anyway, I was made to feel the pleasure of sex.

"Haa... haa..."

Climax...A woman's climax is quite different from a man's.

As soon as the men ejaculates at the peak of pleasure, they quickly went into cool down.

However, in the case of women, the pleasure slowly fades away like a gentle mountain wind.

When I think about it this way, it doesn't seem like there's much difference, but the afterglow of the orgasm is more intense and feels better for a woman's body...

Above all, the pleasure builds up slowly, so slowly that it can never come back down.

I've heard that women feel better than men, but I think this is because the way pleasure rises and falls is different.

It's like a different kind of pleasure; men are men, but women's pleasure feels different.

Other than the penis... in this case, the vagina?

One reason for this may be that there are many erogenous zones throughout the body other than the vagina.

Of course it feels good when your erogenous zones are stimulated all over.

Like a man who is focused on one thing and a woman who is balanced.

Anyway, I climaxed.

Breath naturally overflows from the lungs, sweat leaks from the skin, and vision flickers.

It felt so good that I forgot my disgust at the fact that I, a former man, was being raped by another man.

Slowly, consciousness returns from carnal desire to rationality.

"Ugh..."

As I gaze blankly at Trust, still in the afterglow of my orgasm, I see that he seems troubled by something.

It doesn't look like the face of a man enjoying sex.

No...I wonder if some trauma has come back to haunt him?

Trust's loved ones has been NTR-ed by his nemesis.

Even I, a stranger, experienced such depression that I had to see a counselor.

It must have been an even more painful experience for Trust himself.

Even though this was the effect of the love potion, after having been together with him, I was starting to get quite worried as I was beginning to feel affection for him.

In that case... I'll just heal you.

"Trust-sama, what is bothering you? Please tell me, if you don't mind."

"..."

Trust's expression became one of realization and he said.

"I... want you, Filia, to be mine. I want you to be mine alone."

It was something I had heard before we even had sex.

I think he says that because he has had important people taken away from him.

Now that we had mixed our bodies together, it was practically a confession...and I accepted it.

So it's fair to say that Trust's wish has been fulfilled.

But... somewhere in his heart, there's still a part of him that can't trust me.

After all, Trust was betrayed by companions with whom he had shared good times and bad for a long time.

Distrust of people...well, it's only natural for him to distrust women.

So there's no point in me saying, "I won't betray you," here

Of course, if I say that, I think Trust will be somewhat convinced.

However, somewhere deep down, he will still find it hard to believe.

Even if I say I have the power to neutralize brainwashing and pleasures from anyone other than Trust, there's no way to know how much Trust can trust me, who is still distrustful of me.

In that case... let's let Trust do what he wants.

"Okay. I'm yours. Use me however you like."

"Eh?"

Trust exclaimed in shock at what I said.

Well, even I don't think there are many people who are this dedicated.

"What should I do now?"

"You don't have to do anything. Just accept what I do and that's fine."

Trust tried to cover up... but then he made up his mind and said this gently, and then he placed his erect penis... the head of his glans against the opening of my vagina again.

It seems that my love juices are increasing as I climax, and there is a squelching sound.

The sound was strangely vivid, and I felt an indescribable sense of embarrassment.　

Well, Trust hasn't ejaculated yet, and as any man would...

If this were an erotic game, there's no way it would end without protagonist ejaculating.

...It's not a game anymore though.

As I was trying to escape reality and endure the waves of pleasure that were coming over me, the moment soon arrived.

"Ugh...!"

The vagina reflexively tightens around the penis that slides in, wrapping around it.

I feel a little dizzy at the thought of a penis that isn't my own sticking inside between my legs.

And above all, the pressure spreading just below my belly button made me realize that this was real.

Any feelings of disgust were long gone by the time we kissed.

However, even though I have feelings of love for my body, which was originally a man's, there are some thoughts about the situation of having a male organ, a symbol of masculinity, inserted into it.

However, such feelings were drowned out by something rising up from inside my vagina.

Earlier, I had climaxed as soon as he inserted it, and all I could feel was a sense of pleasure that made my mind go blank, but this time I felt the pleasure slowly spreading throughout my vagina.

There's no pain...

Although there are traces of blood from the hymen breaking at the opening of my vagina, I feel something like a dull pain deep inside, but pleasure rises before I can recognize it as pain.

"Mmmmm... Hyuu!"

Out of pride as a former man, I try to hold back from moaning, but fails.

Trust moves his hips in a circular motion, as if to widen the inside of my vagina.

Inside the vagina, the vaginal flesh squirms and the penis goes wild.

"Ah... ah... ah..."

Trust repeats this circular motion slowly and persistently over time.

At first he focuses on the area around the entrance, and once he's sure it's sufficiently melted and soft, he pushes his cock deeper inside.

It was the same as when we kissed.

He rubs against every cell of my vagina as if to expose everything about me.

The movement was too careful and insidious.

There's no way I can endure something like this.

"Hmm... Hmm... Huuuuuuuhh!?"

As her vagina slowly widened and reached the middle, I was suddenly hit by a strong wave of pleasure.

The moment he rubbed that spot, my hips jerked and a current of pleasure ran up my spine.

"Does it feel good here?"

"Th.. that's..."

"Just answer honestly. What's going on?"

With that, Trust began to rub the area intensively.

"Hiiik..."

"What's going on here? If you won't tell me, I'll ask your body directly."

There was a slight sense of discomfort.

As someone who knows Trust from when this was a game, I feel uncomfortable saying such things.

However, after what happened, I guess it can't be helped.

It's not surprising that someone who has been emotionally hurt might become aggressive.

Of course, in the case of Trust, this is less than before.

So I'll try to answer honestly.

"Ha ...ha ....ha, yes...! It feels so good...!"

Being forced to say obscene things makes me feel quite embarrassed.

But more than anything, it sent chills down my spine.

Masochistic... I obviously don't like pain. I don't want to have sex if it doesn't feel good.

To begin with, I don't think of myself as a masochist...but maybe I'm a mild masochist?

It felt so good that I couldn't help but think, "This feels good.''

"Thank you for telling me, Filia."

"Ummm……"

It's strange to be thanked for something like this, but it's hard not to be happy when someone says that.

Above all, thanks to the influence of the love potion, I'm completely in love with Trust.

I'm so easy that I'm nothing compared to a weakling.

After all, I'm already in love.

"Well then, as a token of my thanks..."

"Hii! Haaaan!"

Trust rubbed the same spot as before.

What's more, he attacks the same spot in small, pinpoint movements.

"For now, let's just cum here once."

"Huh...? Mmmmm~!?"

Trust's words made me instinctively twist my body, but his cock continued to follow me.

Then Trust's body was pressed down on me, and I was unable to move.

At the same time, the penis makes very short strokes inside the vagina, making a squelching sound.

At first, the pleasure was so strong that my body tried to move against my will, but Trust's body was much larger and stronger than mine, and I was completely held down.

I can't escape the pleasure.

"How is it? Tell me how you feel."

"Ahhh... mmm... it's so embarrassing... I can't... say it..."

"But I still want you to tell me. Is that okay?"

"N-no, it's no good... aah... it's not..."

"If you don't tell me before Filia comes, I'll have to do it again, is that okay?"

Trust persistently asks how I feel.

I didn't understand what he meant, but it felt so good that my mind was clouded and I couldn't think.

"Ah ah... there... the same spot... being rubbed a lot... aah~... it feels so good..."

I answered obediently as instructed.

During this time, the rubbing continues in the same way, but the way of rubbing also changes.

Instead of rubbing up and down, it now rubs left and right, and also in a circular motion.

There's even a difference between right and left rotation, so I can't think of anything else.

"Ahhh! Aaaahhhhhhh.... Uuuuuuuhhh..."

Eventually, my moans turn into screams and I feel the climax approaching.

I understood...or rather, I was made to understand, but it was completely different from the pleasure of masturbation.

I have no idea what kind of pleasure will come, and yet I can't control the pleasure.

The feeling of being forced to ascend regardless of one's will.

It just feels so good...

"~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~!"

With Trust holding me down, I reach climax.

Trust's body seals the orgasmic convulsions, preventing me from escaping.

My orgasmic expression was clearly visible, and my mind tried to think of ways to feel less embarrassed.

However, my mind was blank and I could only think vaguely.

Above all, the shock of the orgasm causes me to grip the cock inside my vagina tightly.

This brought even more pleasure, and I no longer knew what was going on.

"Then let's continue from where we left off."

"Eh...? Hmmmmmm!? Ohhhh ahhh!"

I let out a dazed cry and he immediately resumed the circular movements that widened my vagina.

Naturally, the places that were rubbed earlier are now rubbed again.

The sensitive vagina that has just climaxed directly receives the pleasure of the penis again.

"Ah...ahh...ahhh..."

Squishy, squishy.

With that sound, the inside of my vagina, already filled with love juice, begins to relax.

Now all I can think about is sex.

More than anything... even the fact that I was a man had faded away.

That's how good Trust is at sex.

Just as you'd expect from the protagonist of an erotic game.

...I was already starting to like sex.

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"Yes, I've reached the back."

"Ah... ahh... uh..."

I climaxed several times before his cock reached my cervix.

Trust did the same thing as before every time I showed a strong reaction.

If I don't answer honestly, he will violate me there until I climax, and then he will continue to violate me even after I climax.

If I answer honestly and explain the situation, Trust would still violate me to climax.

["Brave Heal!"]

Suddenly, my whole body felt lighter and all the fatigue disappeared.

Although the afterglow of pleasure still lingered, my consciousness was rapidly awakening.

"Eh, what?"

"I used recovery magic. My recovery magic also works to recover fatigue."

Trust can use both attack and recovery magic.

However, Trust is rather good at offensive magic.

However, he no longer have any companions who can use instant healing magic.

His support magic is based on strengthening abilities.

He can only cast regenerate heal spells, in other words, spells that gradually heal.

Above all, while it can heal wounds, it cannot restore physical strength.

I know Brave Heal because I used it in the game.

However, I didn't know that it would restore my physical strength.

I had it used on me when I escaped from the execution grounds and came to this city, but I thought it would only heal my wounds.

"Have you recovered from your fatigue?"

"Y-Yeah."

"Okay, then let's continue."

"Huh...? Hmmmmm~!"

Once I had recovered, Trust started moving his cock again.

Uh, you're kidding, right? Why are you still going?

Now that I think about it, I'd forgotten about it during my first time having sex and the constant orgasms, but Trust hadn't ejaculated yet.

Logically speaking, sex can't end if you haven't ejaculated yet...right?

"Hmm.... Kufu...."

As my physical strength has recovered, my ability to endure has also recovered.

However, Trust does not ease up on his attacks and continues to assault my recovered and clearer thoughts.

"Filia, do you know what this place is?"

At first, I didn't know what it was.

The place where the penis hits the deepest part of my stomach, pressing down so hard that it hurts.

Yes... my cervix is being stimulated.

Perhaps because the inside of my vagina was stretched out, it was still painful in places, but it didn't hurt even though there was a big cock inside my stomach.

In fact, the entire inside of my vagina feels melted and hot.

"Ahh... Ahhh... Y-yes... mmm!"

"You know? Well, can you tell me what is it, and what it does?"

"Ahh... it's a place... to make babies... hiuuu."

"That's correct."

I know that much.

No, is it possible that I don't know given my current appearance?

However...the way he stimulates the cervix is lewd.

He rubbed his glans against mine, pressing it deeply against me, as if we were kissing genitals.

It's not a strong stimulant, but it has a pleasant, melting texture like a low flame.

"Filia, I'm about to cum."

"Hmmmm... Huh...?"

Do you mean semen?

Ejaculating semen into the vagina, especially into the uterus, means pregnancy.

That's what having sex is like.

Since it's a different world, there are no contraceptives, and it could be said that it's the law of nature that things will eventually turn out this way.

Apparently there are safe days and dangerous days, but unfortunately I don't know anything about them.

Even if he ejaculate, there's still a chance I will not get pregnant...

To be honest, I don't really feel the sensation of being pregnant.

Of course. I was originally a man.

But... as a woman, as a heroine, I guess that's my fate to be united with Trust.

"I've been holding back for a long time, but it seems I can't hold it anymore. Is it no good?"

"No... it's not... please... come...give it all ... inside me."

This is what saving Trust means.

Any man would be happy if a girl allowed him to conceive his child.

The desire to cum inside is what men really want. As a former man, I can understand that.

I heard that to truly save Trust, unconditional love is needed.

This must be what it is.

In a happy ending, the child thrives well.

One day, when Trust defeats the Demon King and the world becomes peaceful, a happy family may be necessary.

I've seen plenty of games end like that.

More than anything, I think it's the effect of the love potion, but my uterus is aching when he says he's going to ejaculate.

Every time the head of the penis touches the opening of the cervix, a tingling sensation of pleasure flows through me, and I no longer care about anything else.

"Thanks. I'll be a little more intense, okay? Hold on."

With these words, Trust pulls from the cervix to the vaginal opening in one go.

"Hmmmm...!"

Then he thrusts his cock deep inside me with a loud sloshing sound.

"...Hiii!"

The glans scrapes against the vaginal flesh as it slides out.

When he inserted it, he seemed to remember the circular motion and rubbed against my erogenous zones as he went in.　

The movements are very intense, probably because he is ejaculating.

However, my hole, which had been fully relaxed up until then, did not recognize it as pain, but rather as pleasure.

"Ah, ahh, ahh, ahhh, ahhhhhhh...!"

Before I could even enjoy the pleasure like before, one pleasure after another was forced upon me.

The cock penetrated and dug into my vagina, and my body, which had just recovered, was quickly overcome with pleasure.

"Hiii!?"

My breasts were grabbed at the same time as my uterus was pushed up.

As I was grabbed, pleasure welled up from the core of my chest.

Then his index finger began to rub the tip of my breast.

"Ahh, ah, ahh! Two place ....the same time, no..."

But Trust won't stop.

He is attacking my vagina with his cock while playing with my breasts.

There's no way I could endure multiple pleasures at the same time, since I can reach orgasm even just from stimulation in one spot.

"Ah ah ah! Mmmmm.... cumming! ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~!"

Eventually, I reached another climax, I don't know how many times.

Unlike before, I'm letting out a scream-like cry of ecstasy.

It's a very pleasant feeling as my whole body is taken over by an indescribable sense of euphoria.

……but.

"Agh! Wait .... ahhhh...I just came...ahhh...ahhhhhh!"

Even after climax, the sex doesn't stop.

He just keep on thrusting and pushing and thrusting and pushing and thrusting and repeating this process over and over again.

Although it was supposed to be a simple piston movement, the inside of my vagina felt pleasure randomly from top to bottom and left to right, and the sensitive vagina that had already reached climax was further filled with pleasure.

"Ahhh! Mmmmmmm! Hmmmmmm!"

I couldn't think of anything other than pleasure.

I have two feelings in my head: I want it to end quickly, and I want it to last forever.

Even that is overwhelmed by pleasure, and my attention is focused only on my breasts and the pleasure inside my vagina.

"Ugh..."

His hip movements were clearly becoming more intense.

The penis I feel inside my vagina has a plump, large shaft and is hot.

Moreover, his penis is twitching violently.

Once I understood that, I knew what was going to happen next.

In other words, this is...the final sprint.

"I'm gonna cum!"

"~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~!? Aahhh!"

At the same time as his ejaculation, the glans was pressed firmly against the cervix.

The impact made me climax again.

The cervix...and I can feel the penis touching the inside of my vagina bouncing up and down inside.

Immediately afterwards, hot, boiling semen was ejaculated into my uterus.

The word "buzz" doesn't even begin to describe it.

The thick semen enters the narrow canal of the uterus, polluting it.

The semen hits the bottom of the uterus with a splash.

Soon, hot semen entered my uterus and the inside of my uterus became soaked with semen.

The inside of my uterus was completely covered in semen.

"Ahh... Uhh..."

The bright white flickering light dulls my thoughts.

The ejaculation was so shocking that even my dull mind could understand it.

It was an unknown sensation to receive hot semen deep inside my body, spurting from a cock that wasn't my own.

Of course, I have a real feeling that this is what women feel.

However, as someone who was originally a man, it was an experience that I would never have been able to have.

Unfortunately, I couldn't judge whether that was a good thing or a bad thing at the moment, but the feeling of the ejaculated semen staining the inside of my uterus and vagina was accompanied by an indescribable pleasure.

"Haa... haa... haa..."

It seemed that Trust had no intention of wasting a single drop of his throbbing semen, and he finished ejaculating while forcing every last drop into my uterus.

After ejaculation, semen oozes out from the vaginal opening where the penis has left.

The amount was extraordinary.

If it was my first time seeing a man ejaculate, I might be fooled into thinking that's what it was like, but I'm a former man, so I know.

The amount of semen Trust ejaculated was several times more than that of an ordinary person.

The uterus and vagina are overflowing with semen, just like the CG images displayed in games.

As a former man, I can say that this is an extraordinary amount.

"Uh... uh... how was your first time having sex?"

"It ... it was amazing..."

It was really amazing.

It felt so good that I didn't even think I needed to go back to being a man.

Regardless of the amount of semen, Trust and my body are a great match.

Although he's supposed to have come to save Trust, the protagonist of his favorite game, he's already so consumed by carnal desire that he's looking forward to their next sexual encounter.

"Well then, let's do a second round."

"……eh?"

Huh? Huh? Second round?

Sure, sex feels good and is quite fun.

But that's something to look forward to tomorrow, and it would be mentally tough to accept it now.

I mean...after all that, Trust, can you pull off a second one?

As a former man, I'm skeptical of Trust's sexual desire.

"A-Are men really capable of doing it so many times?"

It's not normally possible.

As a former man, I know this and can say it with certainty.

Well, if I try hard, I might be able to make it to the second round...

"Usually after I do it once it doesn't come out for a while. But now..."

Trust's penis was already erect.

Are you still in good spirits after all that?

As a former man myself, I can't believe it.

But ...If I think about it, Trust is the main character of an erotic game.

In the harem route, he has enough stamina to have sex with three women.

Is this what they call a super virile man?

No, seriously... who is this demon king who stole the heroine from this guy...?

While I was confused, Trust once again aimed his penis at the opening of my vagina.

"Wait...wait...hmmmmm~!?"

All I could do was moan as waves of pleasure came over me again.

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"Uh... uwaaah..."

As I listen to the bell ringing in the early morning, I gaze at Filia, who is covered in semen.

Semen was leaking from her vagina, and a similar cloudy liquid was also on her body.

And with her eyes empty and devoid of light, she stares blankly into a void that is not here.

She was breathing heavily and her large breasts, stained with milky white liquid, were shaking.

It's pretty good for a first attempt.

I think I was able to instill a taste of carnal desire in her.

After that, we will continued having sex every day, until it became a habit.

That way, I can make at least her body mine.

Of course, I have no intention of slacking off even once.

I intend to devour every last bit of this body and continue to give it all pleasure.

"Filia, it's already morning."

"...Mo....morning...?"

Filia's voice and expression were bewildered as she tried to understand the meaning of my words.

I know it's cruel after all that, but Filia might have a strong sexual desire.

Even if there is magic to restore stamina, being violated continuously until morning is tiring.

It was quite hard even for someone like me who had trained so well up until now, so it would be even harder for the small and delicate Filia.

However, Filia didn't faint and continued to enjoy the pleasure until this time.

"You must be tired. I'll take care of everything, so you can go to sleep now."

"Yeshh..."

She must have been extremely tired both physically and mentally.

Filia nodded absentmindedly, and soon fell asleep with a peaceful expression on her face.

"..."

An evil smile unconsciously escapes my face.

Five creampies, three outside.

This is how many times I ejaculated into Filia.

At first she cried out in confusion at the pleasure, but by the third time she seemed to give up and began to accept the pleasure obediently.

Filia had always seemed to be weak to pleasure, but after that she mysteriously came repeatedly.

Her total number was 14.

I know it's disgusting and insidious, but I remember how many times I ejaculated and how many times I made her cum.

I have never had such a good memory before.

However, this girl... only for Filia I remember.

I intend to remember everything from now on.

That's how attached I was to Filia.

I intended to make her my captive, but in truth I was the one who was captivated by Filia.

I find it strange myself.

It feels so good that it makes me think all the sex I've had up until now was just a game.

After all, I ejaculated eight times in one night.

I think I've done it quite a few times before, but this is still a lot.

More than anything, Filia's body felt really good.

The inside of her vagina had the stiffness typical of a virgin's first time, and it felt good, but as I loosened it up it began to melt, and the more I trained it... the more I fucked it, the better it felt.

In any case, I might as well rape her again right now.

But I will leave that for next time.

What? It will be different from before.

I won't let this girl escape.

I will make sure that I turn her heart and body towards me.

...I'll make her the happiest person in the world.

And I'll make everyone who betrayed me regret it.

Even though I felt my own distortion, I accepted it.

That day...for the first time since then, I was able to sleep soundly.