Chapter 17: Bento and Rain

I was conscious of the differences in perception between men and TS girls.

Enjoy the comparison.

*Contains R-15 content

Bento and Rain

I changed into my clothes for the date. Since we were having lunch at a nature park this time, I chose clothes with a refreshing image.

I also prepared some low-heeled pumps that I wasn't used to wearing.

My hair is basically straight with a braided accent.

Hmm, this is totally girly...

I managed to get the bento ready in time, but I didn't have enough time to clean up, so I'll do it when I get home.

The doorbell rang and Ryo came to pick me up.

Put the bento in my backpack and let's go!

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I suggested we eat lunch at a nature park, and when I told him I had packed a bento, Ryo was genuinely surprised.

It's true that I'm still inexperienced and haven't been allowed to cook properly at home, but does he really hate it that much?

"--- you don't like it... I guess..."

"No way! Not eating Rui's lunch is not an option for me! I'll be happy to eat it!"

I'm relieved to see that it seems that I have been mistaken.

"I tried my best to make it this morning, and it's all handmade."

I wanted him to be happy, so I tried to emphasize that it was "handmade," but I wonder if that got through.

When I spread out our lunch at the nature park, Ryo stares intently at it. To be honest, it doesn't look very good, so I feel quite embarrassed when he looks at it so much.

"Ryo, since it's a special date, I want you to be happy, and I thought that even if the food here isn't the best, it would still taste good."

I think the taste can be somewhat masked if the setting is a natural park.

Just as I was thinking that, Ryo started crying for some reason. What's going on? Maybe tears of joy?

"Hey hey, you haven't even eaten yet, why are you crying tears of joy? What an embarrassment."

When I teased him, it seemed he was really crying tears of joy, is he already that happy even before eating anything?

I encouraged him to eat quickly, and he asked me what I wanted him to start with, so I recommended some onigiri, which looked like they would taste okay.

I was relieved to hear that he would eat food made directly with my hands, perhaps it was Maya-san's teaching.

"It's so delicious! I guess it's filled with love because Rui made it."

"You idiot, I suppose there might be a little bit in there..."

Love! Of course I made it because I wanted you to be happy, but I guess that's also a form of love.

"Despite their appearance, this is all incredibly delicious! I think this is the first time I've ever eaten anything this delicious."

"That's an exaggeration, it's nothing compared to Maya-san, but thank you, I'm happy."

I'm honestly happy to be praised. I wasn't very confident because I was comparing it to Maya-san, but I think it's not a lie because it's just his opinion after he's tried all the food.

The "surprise bento plan" seems to have been a great success.

I feel so rewarded. It was worth it all the hard work I'd put into training for the past week, even without playing with Ryo or the Tosaka Trio, who I'd just become friends with. Ryo was so happy for me, and I was so happy. Thinking about this brought tears to my eyes.

"Rui was crying tears of joy too, what an embarrassment."

"Shut up, you'll never understand how moving this is."

"That's what I said just now, don't steal it."

We both laughed at that and felt happy.

I wish these happy times could continue forever.

"Don't just see me eat it, Rui, you should eat it too. This is enough for two people."

When I hear that, I remember something the time I made this bento this morning. I already feel full, but I wonder if I should eat it.

After the meal, he asked me why I had decided to make him bento, and I told him it was Maya-san's suggestion, and I learned that he had been worried about a lot of things.

I admit that I didn't think that far ahead, I was so preoccupied with my own affairs, but I'll be more careful next time.

"Rui."

He suddenly spoke with a serious voice and face. I was a little on guard, but I gently encouraged him.

"Hmm?"

"I want to kiss you, is that okay?"

Kissing is a no-no, I know emotions are running high but that's just how it is.

We're not even dating yet.

"---No good."

I tried to remain calm and firmly refused.

Please, back off now, I'm so emotional, I'm on the verge of letting him already.

I just wanted to make Bento for Ryo, make him happy, and have fun, I didn't do it to advance our relationship, I didn't want anything more than that.

"I see, well then there's no other way, let's take a break and then go home."

So lightly.

Although I should have been happy about it, I realized that I felt both relieved and dissatisfied at the same time.

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After that, my skirt was lifted up, giving Ryo a great treat.

I only intended it to be for a moment, but it seems he took a good look and asked me if it was his dessert.

Ryo's serious look was a little scary though.

However, it was still okay because it was underwear that I didn't mind being seen in.

On the way home, as usual, we held hands like lovers.

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We were caught in a heavy evening rain just a few minutes before we got home.

My clothes got soaked in an instant, and I was thinking about taking shelter from the rain.

"Wear this!"

It seemed my blouse was wet and my bra was visible, so I quickly put on his jacket to cover my bra as well.

This kind of consideration is typical of Ryo, and I want to believe it's not because he's always staring at my breasts.

I hurried back as quickly as I could. I was not used to wearing pumps, so Ryo supported me when I almost fell over, which saved me.

I got home and hurried to the changing room. Since I was alone anyway, I could just go get a change of clothes naked, no problem.

My clothes were sticking tightly to my skin and were surprisingly difficult to take off, and while I was having trouble, the doorbell rang. I couldn't answer it at the moment so I ignored it, and then I heard a voice from the front door, as if someone had come in.

"Hey Rui, pardon my intrusion."

It's Ryo. I thought he went back home? Did he forget something?

I was in the middle of taking off my blouse so I just answered casually.

It happened when I took off my bra and reached for my panties.

The door to the changing room opened and Ryo came in!

We were completely fixed on each other.

Huh? Huh? What does that mean? Didn't Ryo go back home???

By the way, why do he come to the changing room so casually? Doesn't he think people normally change clothes there?

Huh? No? Why Ryo? Peeping??

After a few thoughts, I realized I was naked!

I hurriedly crouched down and covered my chest.

I tried to speak but no sound came out.

"S-sorry! I completely misunderstood that you were in the living room."

"Baka! You big baka! But would you normally come to the changing room like that!?"

"Well, you can't walk around wet."

My mind still hasn't calmed down. In the living room? Why?

--- Gathering my composure for a moment, I realize it would definitely be troubling if he walked around wet.

Then I looked over at Ryo, and he was staring intently at my body.

I had a feeling he might have an erection, too...

I had noticed something I shouldn't have seen, something I shouldn't have noticed, and in an instant my body was sending out warning signals.

I was going to be violated!!

It didn't matter who it was, my body had already decided that.

"There's a bath towel over there! Take that and dry yourself there, baka!"

"Eh? Here? Is that okay?"

"No! At the door! Baka!"

He raised his voice a little, but I quickly retorted.

It was scary. If he attacked me like this, I wouldn't be able to resist. I wasn't prepared for something like that at all.

I was especially scared when Ryo passed behind me to get the bath towel, so I closed my eyes tightly and waited for him to pass, my whole body stiff.

"I'm sorry, I really didn't mean to peek."

"Just hurry up and get out! Baka!"

I was relieved when he made it out of the changing room safely, but unlike when he asked for a kiss, deep down I wasn't ready to go that far yet.

I can hear the sound of Ryo taking off his clothes in front of the changing room, but I'm still too scared to move. I probably won't be able to move as long as he still there. I can't help but wonder when he'll come in naked.

"Rui? What should I do with the clothes I took off? Can you lend me something to wear?"

Come to think of it, I hadn't brought any clothes with me either, so if I continued like this I'd have to go naked to my room on the second floor, which was impossible.

I thought about it, but I couldn't do it myself, so I came to the conclusion that I had no choice but to ask Ryo for help.

How ridiculous that I'm relying on Ryo when I'm scared of him right now, it's like leaving my house to a thief.

---No, that's not true. Ryo wouldn't do something like that. He wouldn't betray me. If he had wanted to force it, he could have done it just now, or even earlier. It's my fault for losing faith in him on my own. I'll believe in Ryo.

I asked Ryo to help get my change of clothes and allowed him to borrow some of my clothes, which was quite embarrassing.

I heard the sound of him going up to the second floor, I opened the door to the changing room, and collected Ryo's clothes, taking off my panties and drying them together with his clothes.

I quickly went to the bathroom and took a shower.

As I showered, I imagined what Ryo was doing right now: a naked man rummaging through my dresser... that's a pretty perverted crime.

The embarrassment of him seeing my underwear was outweighed by the ridiculous way he looked, and I couldn't help but burst out laughing.

Besides, Ryo had said he wasn't interested in my underwear, so it should be fine. I'll believe him.

After a while, I hear someone enter the changing room and my body stiffens, but it's probably Ryo. Given the time, it doesn't look like he's done anything strange with my underwear.

I told Ryo to leave my change of clothes there and made sure he couldn't peek inside.

That's right... Ryo is not that kind of guy, it's still the same now, if he gets in he can easily attack me, I have to trust Ryo...

I dried my hair with a hairdryer and headed to the living room, not wearing a bra.

He doesn't seem interested in my underwear... but what do I want Ryo to do?

"Sorry to keep you waiting, it will take a little while for your clothes to dry."

"I'll apologise for coming into the changing room. I actually forgot my key and there was no one at home so I was in a bit of a bind."

"Just in case, I know I shouldn't have said anything properly, but you should always carry your keys with you."

Maybe that was the reason, or maybe it's typical of Ryo, but it's certainly unusual for there to be no one around on a holiday.

Ryo kept glancing at my thighs, so I told him what I was wearing and said it was a service for him.

"I'm also just wearing trunks and nothing underneath, but that's fine, right? Rui used to dress like this too."

That's certainly true, in fact, it's still the same when I go to sleep.

When I look closely at Ryo's trunks, I can see the 'little' Ryo's shape that seems to be saying "hello" to me through the gap.

"--Hmm!--Ah, yeah, it's fine, I was the same way."

I wonder if it's okay to point it out, but I look away, thinking it's fine if I don't look.

After a short chat, Ryo became greedy again.

"Hey, can I hold your hand until my clothes dry?"

"---Well, I guess there's no other way, it's fine."

I no longer have any reservations about holding hands, so let's hold hands anytime.

Still, it's annoying that he thinks he can hold my hands so easily, since we're not even dating yet.

"You really love holding hands like lovers, don't you?"

"Of course, this is the closest connection I'm allowed to have, so do you dislike it, Rui? If you don't like it, then just--"

Here he goes again, trying to back down, he's completely seen through me.

"No, it's fine! It's fine the way it is, I like it this way too..."

Damn, Ryo has me all in his palm...

"Hey."

Ryo became even more greedy and tried to take a step further, so I had to make sure he knew that kissing was a no-no.

"Hmm? -- No kissing."

"I know, I won't kiss you, but can I hug you?"

"---Kissing on impulse is absolutely not okay, if you do, it's all over!"

"Then please, just a hug."

"...Hmm...I understand..."

When I firmly refused to kiss him, he forced me with a hug instead. I had only emphasized that kissing was not allowed, and I hadn't said that hugging was okay.

When he pushes me and says, "I'm going to give you a hug," I can't resist.

I was hugged and held while sitting.

My heart felt warmer than I had imagined, and the closeness made me feel safe. I put my hands around him and felt good.

My head was right next to Ryo's neck, and when I inhaled his scent, my lungs filled with Ryo's scent and the slight smell of rain. As a smell fetishist, it was a scent I wanted to keep smelling forever, and it made me want to lick it right away.

Moreover, maybe because I wasn't wearing a bra, it felt good to feel Ryo's chest against my breasts, and it felt good when he hugged me a little tighter and my breasts got a little squished. When I put my hands on his back, I felt his warmth and his muscles, which were different from girls', and I loved the way they felt. It made me want to stroke them all over.

Ah, I think I like hugs, no, I do. I think I'm going to get addicted to this close feeling of being close to him, feeling Ryo's heartbeat on my skin and his breath directly in my ear.

After a while, I wanted to get closer and I couldn't help but say it.

"Hey, can we hug while standing?"

Ryo replied that it was impossible, so I wonder if there was a problem.

Wait, an erection?

"Heh? What? Seriously? What should I do? Should I move away for a moment?"

So I was swimming in dangerous waters? I was about to get eaten alive.

No, no, I've just decided to trust Ryo, and he went out of his way to tell me the danger, so I don't think he has any intention of doing that.

Step back and see how it goes, and if it seems okay, we can try hugging while standing up.

When I look at the tent, it looks really energetic, and from my angle I can see it pushing up energetically.

Hmm, hmm, so that's what a close contact do, what should I do, I guess it's impossible, yeah, it's impossible!

But I'm sure it'll be tough if things continue like this, so I wonder if it'll be okay.

"...Ahem! Hmm, as expected I still can't do it! I'd like to continue hugging while sitting, but isn't it painful like this?"

"It's painful, but it's okay, I appreciate your concern."

I discovered how good hugs feel. This is crazy, I think I'm going to get addicted.

Unlike holding hands, it's not something you can do just anywhere, so I decided to make this one special.

It was finally time for Ryo's clothes to dry and get changed.

Ah! Why didn't I notice? It was my own house, so I shouldn't have left him in a T-shirt! If he had worn more decent clothes, I might have been able to hug him while standing.

No, he probably didn't. It was because I was wearing something so revealing that Ryo got horny, after all, he was erect!

Ah, I've messed up. My mental barrier has been lowered for no reason, this is bad.

Now I've discovered how good a hug feels, what should I do?

Ryo's amazing, I'm sure if it were me I would have gone crazy. As expected, when Ryo goes back to his house, I locked myself in my room.

Well...I guess that's what happens.