Chapter 6: The End of the Hectic First Day

The End of the Hectic First Day

I woke up and it seemed I was sleeping in bed, this is...Ryo's room, not mine?

Come to think of it, I was leaning on the bed in Ryo's room.

So Ryo was the one who carried me to the bed? ...Damn, that's a bit embarrassing.

"Oh? You're awake?"

"Ryo, did you go to the trouble of carrying me to the bed? I must have been heavy, sorry."

"No, not at all. You were as soft and light as a feather, and you smelled so nice, I wanted to hold you forever."

"...That's really what you're like... Ryo, you're not doing anything, are you?"

"No, there's no way I would do that. If I did, I'd do it proudly. I'd be grateful to see and touch Rui as a service, but besides that, I could look at Rui forever, you are beautiful no matter where I look at you, with you cute face, beautiful blonde hair, slim body and pale skin, and big boobs."

"You're really,...... really...!"

My face turns a little red, but it's just embarrassing because I was praised for no reason.

"Hmph...Ryo really loves boobs...and you're not getting anything out of me even if you praise me."

"Big boobs are the epitome of romance, Rui likes them too."

"Well, sure I like it though."

Since I became a girl, Ryo has been praising me and flattering me and saying things to make me feel good as a girl. Well, he's also made some sexually harassing remarks.

It's really unfair that the good-looking guy bias has created an atmosphere where mild sexual harassment remarks are tolerated.

Well, I'm still a guy so it's okay.

"It's almost time for dinner, so I'll come down to the living room."

"Oh, it's that time already, I see."

"I heard from my Mom that from today onwards we'll have breakfast and dinner together and she'll even make your bento."

"Yeah, it seems my dad asked her to do it, sorry for bothering you."

"Since Mom has given her approval, it's okay. Besides, it's still dangerous to let you go out alone. I'm happy that I'll be spending more time with Rui."

"Ryo, do you think it's dangerous for me to go out alone? Is that so...?"

"You are beautiful, but more importantly, you lacks self-awareness. Mom and Nae told me that you should be more careful about that."

For dinner, there were five of us: Ryo's family of four and myself.

It had been a while since I had eaten with such a large group of people, so I felt happy.

Ryo's father, Yoshimichi-san, also readily accepted me for having TS syndrome and talked to me more than ever before.

After the meal, we chatted about what had happened that day, and then returned home after a break.

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I'm planning to take a bath now, but what about changing clothes?

I'm only going to wear it as pajamas today, so will my current clothes be okay?

In that case, I guess it would be the T-shirt that was baggy but for some reason fit my chest, and the trunks that I wore just because they weren't too tight and were comfortable.

I'm not used to wearing women's underwear yet, so I don't think it's suitable for sleeping in, as it's a little small and tight.

I went to the changing room to take a bath, but thinking about it calmly, it was the first time I'd looked closely at myself naked since this morning. I'd just started TS at the time, so I was excited and I think I was looking at my genitals rather than my whole body.

Looking at my own body again, it really is beautiful, with flawless, fine-grained white skin, slender and soft-looking arms and legs, and a slender waist. My butt doesn't seem that big, but because my waist and legs are slender it looks relatively large. My breasts are large, over 90cm, E70, though not as big as Maya-san's, and I have a small, cute face, beautiful, thin blonde hair with little curls, and straight, semi-long hair that is just a little longer than my shoulders.

Hmm, it's strange to think what kind of mistake could have resulted in the birth of such a beautiful girl.

However, unlike in the morning, seeing my naked doesn't excite me that much. Perhaps it's because it's my own body.

I went into the bathroom, rinsed my entire body in the shower, washed my body and hair, and then soaked in the bathtub.

Come to think of it, they said I also needed to take care of my hair...I guess I'll just ask Nae-chan tomorrow.

Maybe my skin has gotten thinner, but the water feels hotter than usual. I need to adjust the temperature setting, I thought to myself as I got out of the bath, dried my body and hair, and put on my pajamas.

I thought the T-shirt only fit my bust size, but if I go braless it will slide down and I'll have a little more room, so it should be fine. My trunks don't seem to be a good fit, they're just too loose. I'm surprised they didn't slip down in the morning.

Well, it's okay because no one will come anyway.

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Tomorrow is Sunday, but I don't have any plans. The only thing I've decided is to go to Ryo's house for breakfast. I'm bored.

I lay down in my bed and smelled something strange - maybe it was my smell as a man, my pillow smelled especially bad.

I've never noticed this before, but I think I've become more sensitive to smells.

For the time being, I sprayed deodorizing spray all over the room to mask the smell.

Perhaps the smell I picked up in Ryo's room was Ryo's own smell, but it didn't smell unpleasant like my own smell as a man; in fact, it was a smell I might even like.

...Hmmm, let's stop thinking about it.

I was a little scared of myself, wondering if my perception could change so much in just one day, but considering that my gender and body had changed completely overnight, maybe this much in just one day is not that bad.

I lay in bed, but because I slept in Ryo's room until the evening, I can't fall asleep. When I can't fall asleep, I start thinking about unnecessary things and is overcome with a vague sense of anxiety.

My biggest worry at the moment is going to school as a girl. I was warmly accepted by Ryo and his family, but it probably won't be the same at school.

I feels lonely when I am alone. Will I be able to talk to my friends the same way as my old friends? Will I be accepted into my new community of girls? The more I think about it, the more anxiety swirls around me and it goes on and on.

Before I knew it, tears were flowing from my eyes, and I realized to myself that this was why people were committing suicide.

Ah, I feel anxious and lonely, I don't want to be alone, I'm the only one in this house so I miss the sounds of family life that I heard in Ryo's house. I'm jealous that when I leaves his house, there are no one there to accept me. Ah, I'm so lonely.

Right now, I feel like there's a emptiness in my heart, and my anxiety is increasing.

He doesn't have to be right next to me, just having Ryo in the same space is enough, and it makes my heart feel warm and calm.

--That's it! Let's have Ryo live here! That way I won't be lonely.

He's my best friend and I know him well, he accepts me, and tells me that he loves me.

I couldn't be more relieved. Let's do that. That will solve everything.

Thinking about such things, my anxiety subsided considerably, my mind became calm, and I was finally able to fall asleep