Chapter 10: This is not the place to be

"An unfamiliar ceiling."

It seemed the Fox God hadn't taken any measures while I was unconscious, as I woke up smelling the thick scent of blood filling the room.

Wow... I bled a lot. Shouldn't I have died from excessive blood loss at this point?

Let's clean up first and finish the commission. Since I slept for quite a long time, if I don't start the broadcast now, my life might be in danger.

It's just a guess, but there's no way my lifespan hasn't been affected after bleeding this much.

Surely, I must have lost at least half a day, maybe even a whole day's worth of lifespan.

I wiped the hardened blood on the floor with wet wipes and immediately sat in front of the desk to start working.

"Still, it's good that I finished most of it before seeing her naked. Otherwise, something quite annoying would have happened."

After sending the finished drawing to the applicant for confirmation, the Fox God, who had been hiding, popped out from the corner as I was setting up the broadcasting equipment.

— Is your body okay?

"If it's not okay, what can I do? Even if it's not okay, I have to get up now."

If I don't broadcast right now, my life will vanish along with you.

Even if I'm tired, even if I feel like collapsing, I have to broadcast first.

— ...Aren't you going to wipe the blood off your face? With your hair disheveled and blood on your face, you look like an executioner.

"Since my personality itself is similar to an executioner's, wouldn't it not matter? Well, still, viewers might feel uncomfortable, so it would be better to wash up a bit before broadcasting."

Since it's the first broadcast, I should make a good first impression. Well, with this face, pushing a crazy yandere concept might actually work.

The commission hasn't been confirmed yet, so maybe it will be by the time I come out from washing? I hate waiting doing nothing, so I should just take a simple shower first.

Because of the lack of blood, my vision was dizzy, so I had to lean against the wall even to go to the bathroom.

Walking normally on two feet was impossible; taking even one step made me lose balance and fall immediately.

Thinking that walking was the only torture would be a miscalculation.

Of course, showering was also a tremendous torture.

The body, languid from lack of blood, met the languor provided by the warm water and made me fall into dreamland quickly, and each time, the Fox God screamed to wake me up, allowing me to barely stand.

— This is why I told you not to act recklessly. What do you intend to do if you, who was physically normal, become physically crippled too?

"But... your breasts were as luscious as my tails."

— S-Shut up! Even if you say that, I am absolutely not happy!

The Fox God huffed and went out of the bathroom, and in the shower room quieted by her departure, I thought while letting the water hit me.

Still, I was definitely able to see up to the breasts.

If I hadn't been able to see that beautiful flesh, I would have regretted it even as a soul after dying.

The Fox God revealing the beautiful flesh unique to females was truly beautiful.

To be precise, it felt like seeing beauty that doesn't exist in this world.

Would it be easier to understand if I said it was a body optimized for mating?

Her body was full of curves that would turn on anyone regardless of age or gender, and even I, who possessed the body of a female Nine-tailed Fox, reacted immediately.

Though the ending was very bad.

"Even though I watched with an awakened state, stopping at just seeing the breasts... Geez... Should I call this a disqualification, or should I say the affection was that great?"

I let out a hollow laugh, wiped off the water, and came out of the bathroom, whereupon the Fox God handed me something.

"...Isn't this a long smoking pipe? Why are you suddenly giving this to me? I don't smoke."

— Try sucking it just once. Then all the worries of the world will fly away.

"Why does this feel like a drug advertisement? Sorry, but I don't smoke. Instead of a pipe, let me suck something else."

For example, your baby feeders.

Ah, just thinking about it makes me horny, seriously.

— I granted your request, yet why do you not grant My request? Isn't this calculation unfair?

At her words, I accepted the pipe and threw it onto the bed while drying my wet hair with a towel.

"That wasn't a request, it was my command. And saying the calculation is unfair when you were asking for forgiveness for your mistake is wrong."

— There was nothing wrong enough to bang my head on the ground and apologize for. I just played along briefly because you were joking with your life.

"So, you did nothing wrong to me. Is that what you're saying?"

— ...That is not it, but unlike you who torments me with malice, I only wish for your happiness...

"What kind of drug is it? To make me happy if I smoke it. Are you telling someone who has lived without knowing the 'C' of crime to become a criminal?"

It seems changing my body into a Fox Beastkin and ruining my life wasn't enough.

No conscience either, now she's determined to make me a druggie altogether.

Thinking it wasteful to throw away the antique pipe, I put it in the drawer, and the Fox God spoke to me with a sulky face.

— You could just close your eyes tight and smoke it once, coward.

"My dream is to be a long-lived eunuch rather than a short-lived macho man, so I don't want to allow any more variables in my life."

— If it is a long-lived eunuch, haven't you already achieved it? And I made it for you myself.

"It's not good at all, so would you please shut up?"

I dismissed the Fox God's regret and entered the community site I used last time to post.

If I promote it here, at least one person will watch.

It's regrettable that there won't be an influx since I can't draw R-18, but if I keep drawing consistently, the number will increase.

[Drawing Broadcast - Finishing up vulgar stuff]

Author - FoxBeastkinIsTheBest♡

It's a short break time, so taking recommendations for what to draw.

R-18 is unfortunately a no-go. I don't want to get banned from the first broadcast.

Still, I'll try to draw as vulgarly as possible, so please come and play a lot.

Well, I don't know how many will watch.

Upvotes! 5 | Downvotes! 1

<Comments>

[TentaclePureLove: Ah lol going right now to request lol expecting the manager's trademark tentacle egg-laying fountain show lololol]

└[FoxBeastkinIsTheBest♡: Do you not read the post, bastard? I said no R-18, fuck]

└[TentaclePureLove: Th?en c?an't you ju?st dr?aw it wi?th go?od con?trol???]

[MesugakiCorrectionMatingPress: Mesugaki possible? Defeated by candy, forcibly petted and climaxing... oh my...]

└[FoxBeastkinIsTheBest♡: The ending is weird, you crazy bastard.]

└[MesugakiCorrectionMatingPress: Just climaxed because she liked being petted, any problem? You have been violated by lewd demons, Teacher]

└[FoxBeastkinIsTheBest♡: Crazy bitch... Crazy bitch...]

[HaremPureLoveIsTrue: No, if you aren't going to draw vulgarly, why watch the broadcast? Being vulgar is your strength?]

└[FoxBeastkinIsTheBest♡: I will draw vulgarly. I said I won't draw R-18, I didn't say I won't draw vulgarly.]

└[HaremPureLoveIsTrue: Is?n't th?at the sa?me thi?ng?????]

└[FoxBeastkinIsTheBest♡: Do you want me to get banned on the first broadcast drawing R-18]

[NTRIsTheTruth: Teacher... Is, is Blonde Thug (NTR) Pure Love possible?]

└[FoxBeastkinIsTheBest♡: No, don't request here, come to the broadcast and request!]

└[NTRIsTheTruth: Understood. Heheung...]

"Truly unbelievably vulgar bastards... How am I supposed to draw R-18 on broadcast..."

— Vulgar, indeed. That doesn't seem like a word you should say.

"Shut up, don't talk to me anymore. If I talk to you, I'll be treated as a mental patient."

— Hmm? Aren't you already a mental patient? Thinking of slitting your wrist voluntarily doesn't seem like a thought a normal person would have.

Ignoring the Fox God's words, I set the cam to point below my face and turned on the broadcast immediately.

If I show my face, I'll be caught as a Nine-tailed Fox right away.

If I focus just on the chest, people probably won't say much.

"By the way, how many will come in? I hope at least 10 people come in."

Looking at recent web novels, they say they start with 100 or 200 people, can I get that many?

Honestly, with this level of milk jugs and mating-optimized body, it doesn't seem impossible.

As I was roughly drawing an SD version of the Fox God as a doodle, a vulgar chat caught my eye.

<You said it was a drawing broadcast, you damn bitch lolol>

"Well, it is a drawing broadcast, right? Can't you see I'm drawing right now?"

<Teacher, how is this a drawing broadcast? I can only see your breasts, Teacher?>

"Do you think it's normal to look at someone's breasts instead of the drawing you're supposed to look at as soon as you arrive?"

<No fuck, the lewd milk jugs catch my eye before the drawing, what am I supposed to do lololol>

"What do you mean what do you do. Just quietly look at the drawing."

Current Viewers: 3.

There is no nobody (hakko) like this nobody.

Should I have done commissions a bit more often?

It feels like I'm a picture artist only known by those who know, so the post telling people to come watch the broadcast didn't seem to get much attention.

"It's okay, isn't 3 people coming to watch for a first start something? Thank you all for coming to watch the broadcast."

<I just came in curious who the artist drawing vulgarly well was lol but I got bewitched by the breasts, fuck...>

"No, stop looking at the breasts and look at the drawing!"

<Who seduced first! Turn off the cam and then say that shit!>

"Turn off the cam?"

When I spat out the words coldly, the two viewers who were maintaining silence typed in the chat.

<Nonononononono>

<You bitch! If you're gonna die, die alone, why try to make us all die together>

<No, I didn't mean that>

<Just shut up please, we are appreciating the most perfect picture right now.>

It seems the viewers of the first broadcast are not normal, just like me.