Chapter 11: Conscientiously, let's get rid of Laurie, you idiot, you idiots, you idiot

"So, the three of you watching my broadcast... no, watching my breasts, you're from the community site, right?"

<Correct. Came to request something vulgar but watching something even more vulgar now>

<Fr lol Who knew I'd see Live 3D when I came for 2D lololol>

<When I first came in, something other than the drawing caught my eye more. How about switching the size of the cam and the drawing?>

"Sigh, you vulgar bastards... Do you like breasts that much?"

<Like>

<Why ask the obvious? If there's a guy who dislikes breasts like that, he should kill himself immediately.>

<Not really. I'm not a pedo, but those look a bit burdensome.>

<You are a pedo, you son of a bitch.>

<I said I'm not! I just like small and petite things. Don't frame me.>

Listening to the vulgar chatter among the viewers, I rested my chin on my hand and vented my complaints.

"No matter how few viewers there are, this is a personal broadcast, not a community site, you crazy bastards. If you want to socialize (circle jerk), go do it on the community site."

<If we socialize on the community site, we get banned immediately though?>

<Wait, then if I capture the socializing here and upload it, is it possible (g-n) for everyone including the streamer to get wrecked?>

<Wrecking (Goroshi) an artist is a felony. Plus, there's socializing involved, so maybe only we will get wrecked except the streamer?>

<Damn, what a waste>

It's strange.

In the novel I read before, at least one normal viewer would enter.

Why does my broadcast feel less like a broadcast and more like browsing a small community site?

Since I started today for the first time, my personal broadcasting skills are very immature.

But I know very well that once viewers start socializing, there's no end to it, and when it reaches an extreme, it hinders the personal broadcast.

After contemplating whether to do it or not, I decided to gamble with my life.

If the 3 viewers who entered don't listen to my words not to socialize and leave, it's Game Over.

If they listen well and create a clean and vulgar broadcast atmosphere, it's a Success.

If I get a Game Over?

Well, what can I do.

I'll just go outside, shake my baby feeders, and twerk or something.

If I come back after dancing once, I'll probably be dragged to a research lab and live a life worse than a dog's.

Well, since my current life where I can't even masturbate is worse than a dog's, maybe it doesn't matter much?

Having made up my mind, I spoke into the microphone with a low voice.

"From now on, if you socialize, I'll ban everyone. It doesn't matter if you don't watch the broadcast; I turned this on for self-satisfaction anyway. If you want to socialize, go do it outside my broadcast."

As soon as I finished speaking, the chat window, which was already sparse, froze completely.

Is it a failure after all?

It's okay. If I'm fucked, I'm just fucked.

The number of viewers is the same as before.

But the chat still isn't moving.

Is there nothing to chat about if they don't socialize?

I wish they would leave even a vulgar chat like before.

Was I expressing my regret while drawing?

In the uncomfortable silence where no one opened their mouths, one brave viewer spat out a vulgar remark.

<Ah, didn't hear. Really sorry;; Suddenly a pair of massive tits rushed at me, so I went to bust a nut;>

...Crazy bastard.

Is he possessed by a ghost who died with a grudge from not seeing tits?

Why does he keep harping on about tits, fuck.

As I stared blankly at the chat window, the viewer who opened the floodgates of chat spoke once again.

<So what did you say? I heard the part about not socializing before I left.>

<That was it. But it can't be helped in the current situation. The broadcast is too boring to just watch the drawing and breasts.>

<There's a fun in watching other kids' chats too. But since there are only three of us, it's not fun.>

When the viewers actually got angry, I tapped on the desk and pulled the microphone closer to me.

"Then, you guys can promote it instead. Content: a broadcast full of vulgar tits and drawings. Is that enough?"

<Oh my, vulgar tits shudder>

<Honestly, the streamer herself is vulgar lol Looking at the drawings that bitch drew, quite a few are insane lol>

<It was a bit disappointing there were no petite sizes among the drawings. I wish you'd draw petite sizes too.>

<Pedo gay...>

<So, we just have to go promote it simply? Like on internet broadcasting communities?>

"Yeah, right now. If you do, I'll draw one picture you want and open one commission slot for you."

<...I have to do this.>

<Just wait lol Viewer influx incoming lololol>

<Is loli character possible too?>

"I don't want to eat bean rice (go to jail), you bitch! If anyone's eating bean rice, you eat it alone, you pedo bastard!"

Was I finishing the SD Nine-tailed Fox I was drawing after delivering a stinging rebuke to the weird bastard who kept trying to request loli porn since earlier?

Suddenly, the number of viewers increased by 7, becoming 10.

<Came after hearing rumors. Is this the mental ward?>

<Her generosity (breast size) is... Wow...>

<No fuck, I came in expecting an artist, but it was a female cam broadcast lololol>

<Honestly, the cam is more arousing than the drawing, so my eyes keep going to the cam>

<Am I the only one burdened by that...>

The viewers increased by 10, but it seemed like nothing changed overall except the 3 perverts increased to 10.

"I definitely remember asking to bring normal people, but why did only perverts increase? Welcome, viewers. You all came to see the drawing, right?"

<The drawing is correct though.>

<If it's a picture that wouldn't likely exist in reality, wouldn't it be correct to call it a drawing (painting)???>

<??? : The body of a beautiful woman is like a painting...>

I feel like going crazy.

I asked just in case, but these bastards also came to see the breasts, not the broadcast.

I really want to end the broadcast.

Why do I only attract bastards like this?

When I asked myself, the answer came from an unexpected place.

— Why, isn't there a saying that birds of a feather flock together? Do you think a vulgar person like you can mingle with normal people?

' ...Aren't I a normal person?'

— Put your hand on your conscience and speak. Whether you are truly a normal person. Just from what I have confirmed, you do not seem normal.

'No, I'm sufficiently normal. Twitching and fluffy fox ears, a voluptuous female body that seems to embrace everything, and a luscious tail that can be used as a pillow substitute or a handle at any time. Just liking Fox Beastkin makes me sufficiently normal.'

— ...Words simply do not get through. Do as you please. I will merely watch.

The Fox God sighed and disappeared somewhere, and checking the 10 or so viewers, I slowly brought out the content I prepared.

"Since there are few viewers, this should be possible. Now, everyone please say one tag each. I'll collect them and try to draw. Oh right, R-18 is not allowed, so please be careful with tag selection?"

Surely a normal drawing won't come out, but still, it seems like it will be quite fun content.

Preparing for the shocking tags the viewers would spit out, I steeled my heart.

But.

What came out from the start was unusual.

Is this right? Did I awaken another abyss?

Doubts arose, but thinking there was a possibility of rehabilitation if the remaining 9 were normal, I stared quietly at the chat window.

<Tentacles>

<Loli!>

<Femdom>

<Big tits>

<Egg?laying>

<Furry>

9 came out.

It seems we've already strayed too far from the normal category.

Can I even draw this without marking it R-18?

"I'm getting dizzy, really. So, is the last person not going to request separately?"

<Wait a sec. My awesome sense of entertainment is ringing the alarm bell.>

Don't ring the alarm bell for such retarded shit, you retarded bastard.

"Take your time thinking, I'll be drawing the rough sketch first. I really don't have a clue how to draw this."

As I was shaping the face for the rough sketch, the viewer upon whom the God of Entertainment had descended finally threw out one awesome tag.

<Futanari.>

"Futa?"

<Yeah, originally I was thinking of putting BL, but I switched to Futa quietly because I thought the streamer would refuse. Is it okay (g-ch)?>

"I thought you were going to say some awesome tag. Alright. I'll draw it as Futa. Instead, I'll draw it the way I want."

Whatever it is, it's better than BL.

All the tags seem insane though...

Wait a minute, fuck.

If I draw this as loli, I'll be reported for breaking the Child Protection Act immediately.

"Tentacles, loli, femdom, egg-laying? Everything is good but let's take out loli, yeah? This isn't Paraguay, it's Korea, you crazy bastards... I don't plan on going to the police station yet..."

I gathered my hands and begged the viewers earnestly, but unfortunately, the only response I got was cold.

<It's the content you chose. Endure it with grit.>

Fucking hell, really.