Chapter 58: I don't have the right size

Here, let's learn a bit more about the character 'Selina'.

Hair and fur color are gold, eyes are red like mine, but she is a Fox Beastkin character with a meager body embarrassing to compare with my current body.

She has a mature and benevolent personality, always speaks gently so she is called Mama, but a character who shows a cute appearance fitting her look when flustered.

In the meantime, her performance is irreplacably good, so she is called a 'human rights character' and is a tremendously popular character among users.

If you ask why I'm suddenly introducing the character out of nowhere.

Well, I intend to cosplay this character during the 1st-anniversary broadcast.

At first, I planned to draw the 'True Mama' version of the character 'Selina', roughly roll the gacha a few times, and end the broadcast.

Because I thought my drawing alone could make the pedo bastards calling a loli 'Mama' horny, enough to cure them.

However, seeing 'master' illustrators drawing the 'True Mama' version of 'Selina' and getting hate comments, I realized.

As my friend said, my drawing alone can never cure the pedo bastards.

So I thought.

How can I rehabilitate the hopeless guys who call a loli 'Mama'? If drawing is impossible, is there another way?

While searching on Google with worry, a post titled 'Selina Cosplay' caught my eye, and I clicked the post as if possessed.

Thinking it was a cosplay photo I haven't seen in a long time, I scrolled down with full expectation.

But.

Waiting for me was a photo of a man with beautiful bursting muscles wearing a revealing shrine maiden outfit and acting cute.

Wild deltoids, biceps looking thicker than my luscious tail. Finally, fantastic triceps.

At the appearance as if my father in his prime was acting coquettish, I ended up spitting out a curse.

"Fuck."

Fucked up.

Feels like I searched Tag: Fox and saw a thumbnail of a sturdy male Fox Beastkin getting raped by tentacles.

Why do they do this? What sin did the viewer commit, fucker.

"N, No... Tastes should be respected. There is a saying that cross-dressing is the most masculine act that only men can do..."

But this is really disgusting, fuck. Urgh...

I dry heaved recalling the bursting muscles again, but I seem to have salvaged one good idea.

That is, me directly cosplaying Selina for the 1st-anniversary commemorative broadcast.

If it were a normal body, I would have gotten cursed to death and hate comments would have poured in, but current me is a Gumiho, the synonym of fascination.

Since the body itself has the power to charm others, if I cosplay the character Selina with this body, I will surely be able to produce excellent results.

Having made the decision, I searched for 'Selina cosplay costume' and showed it to my childhood friend.

"I intend to do this."

"Oh... Certainly, this might succeed."

My friend nodded as if acknowledging, but soon frowned and asked me.

"But will cosplaying really be okay? Didn't you say you wouldn't do a face reveal because of those ears and tail?"

"Since it's cosplay, it's rather okay. And, they gave such a good opportunity to a nobody like me, shouldn't I bet something similar?"

"No matter how I look at it, seems too much. And what do you plan to do after the face reveal? Viewers will go crazy asking for face reveal continuously."

"After the 1st-anniversary broadcast ends, I'll do face reveal just about one more time. If lucky, I might gather all 1 million people's worth of Vitality after the 1st-anniversary broadcast and broadcast in transformed state, and if not."

"You will broadcast using that 'fluke' thing?"

"Can't be helped, I have to verify that it was cosplay."

If I show my true form using cosplay as a shield, people will surely suspect.

Because the fluffy and twitching ears are too real, and the tails look too luscious and soft to be props.

There might be a few people raising doubts, and I just have to turn on the cam again matching that time and broadcast in human form.

Then, the controversy will subside quickly saying it was just realistic cosplay.

If it ends well as planned, I probably can return to daily life without any problems.

Yes, if it ends well.

Was I looking around the sizes of cosplay costumes thinking about the schedule after the 1st-anniversary broadcast?

I discovered a very serious problem and stiffened my face, speaking to my childhood friend.

"Hey, I think I'm fucked?"

"Why suddenly? Did something happen?"

"Yeah, a really big problem occurred."

Showing the smartphone screen to my friend, I looked down at my chest and sighed heavily.

"Among the cosplay costumes on the market, there is no size that fits my body. I looked at the largest size, but I don't think my chest will fit."

When I said with a crying face, my friend looked at me with a dumbfounded expression and shook his head.

"No matter how I look at it, that bastard is definitely a female."

We looked for cosplay costumes for nearly an hour with my childhood friend, but a cosplay costume fitting my body existed nowhere.

Since the character is the character, most were small sizes that a child would wear.

There were adult sizes, but only a few, and since they wouldn't fit my body at all, I eventually decided to make the cosplay costume myself.

"I guess I have to make it myself. I don't like the quality, and decisively, the design isn't arousing at all."

"Isn't that level sufficiently arousing? Shrine maiden outfit is sex in itself, right?"

"True, but modifications double the arousal. You know, even a nun outfit becomes unbearably hard if designed a little lewdly?"

Slitting the side to reveal smooth thighs, or wearing a chest belt emphasizing the breasts, or digging a groove in a cross shape to reveal a beautiful valley.

When I drew a nun wearing a vulgar outfit on the tablet to help understanding, the friend who checked the picture nodded obediently.

"That is true. Revealing a little is hotter than covering everything."

"Thought you were ignorant of arousal (kkol-al-mot) because you're a furry, but you know arousal better than I thought?"

"I know arousal because I'm a furry, retard."

Lightly ignoring the furry bald head who confidently spouts bullshit, I drew a shrine maiden outfit on the tablet and started imagining the fox shrine maiden I would act.

Let's see, what appearance would be good to show?

Would a pure and innocent fox shrine maiden lady like a heroine in pure love stories be good?

Or would an older sister (Noona) type fox shrine maiden lady who plays lots of lewd pranks be good?

A lewd fox shrine maiden baby-seed slayer seems okay too, and a humiliated type fox shrine maiden who abandoned the god she served after being trained thoroughly would also be excellent.

"Ah, it's damn hard to choose one. Really, Fox Beastkin is a ridiculous cheat key."

Is there a race more arousing than Fox Beastkin in the world?

Probably won't appear in the past or future again.

Fox Beastkin is arousal itself, and arousal is Fox Beastkin.

Was I worrying briefly about the appearance of the fox shrine maiden? I threw a question to my childhood friend to get a bit more information about the character 'Selina'.

"Hey, that character Selina, you said she's a Mama-type character, right? Besides that, aren't there any prominent personalities? Like Tsun, or Yan, or Mega-dere."

"Well, she always comes out as a role embracing the protagonist so I don't know well? Hmm... At best, too laid-back?"

"That's enough."

Because settings related to a laid-back personality are overflowing.

I picked up the pen drawing a laid-back fox shrine maiden in my head.

If she has a laid-back personality, what kind of life would she have lived?

Wouldn't she have lived as a strong existence not feeling danger from anything?

Then naturally she would be an arrogant existence looking down on most things, and such arrogant existences usually.

[T, This can't be! Th, This me being violated by lowly beings! Kuh-eut...!]

[They say the stronger the woman, the weaker she is below! That word was true! Now, here I go! First shot!]

[N, Nooo...! Impregnated by a lowly seeeeed!!!]

Letting guard down against a weaker existence, then getting severely done in.

Plus, a strong and arrogant shrine maiden let her guard down and lost her purity to a yokai?

[Die! Lowly yokai! Wh, What...? Why did my power become this weak?]

[Kuhuhu... Did you not know that a shrine maiden loses her power if she loses her purity? You bitch are now nothing but a sow!]

[Now, get pregnant! Get pregnant and give birth to lots of lowly yokai!]

[N, Nooo!!! Hate being impregnated by a lowly yoka... Haeuk?!]

Super-mega-arousing R-18 manga one episode done in a flash, totally.

I drew the thought-out shrine maiden outfit design on the tablet and showed it to my friend.

"Don't you think this is quite decent? I drew it with a slightly arrogant outfit incorporating the setting of strong martial power."

My childhood friend who saw the super-mega-arousing shrine maiden outfit I drew shook his head and said.

"Turn off HiXmi, you crazy bitch."