Chapter 8: Female? Did you say that to me?

After my friend left the house, I ordered the broadcasting equipment I had looked at beforehand and started finishing up the commission again.

Jeez... even thinking about it myself, my customers are all perverts without exception.

Seriously, all kinds of abnormal fetishes came out.

Thinking I could finish one quite quickly, I added two slots and accepted two pushovers (hogangs).

One asked me to draw a saintess being subjected to lewd acts by tentacles, and the other asked me to draw a cat-ear girl being humiliated by a doggy.

...I wanted to accept something a bit more normal to use as content when broadcasting.

But surely, finishing everything before the broadcast would make me happy and the pushovers happy too, right?

— You seem to be overdoing it. Take appropriate breaks while working.

"Once the broadcast starts, I can't draw vulgar stuff like this. I plan to broadcast for a long time, so if I don't draw them now, I'll be chased by time later."

— You, aren't you even bleeding from your nose right now? Working all night isn't good for your body, so stop now and go to sleep.

"Nosebleed? Ah, this happened while drawing thinking of your naked body..."

As I pulled out a tissue to wipe the nosebleed, the Fox God pulled my tail and yelled.

— Y-You shameless pervert!!! Didn't I tell you to forget it!!!

"How can I forget the masterpiece of my life? Maybe because my head got better after transforming, I remember it even more clearly?"

— Forget it. If you do not forget, I will make you forget by force.

"How can I forget something that hot? I can't forget. If I forget that, I lose half my life."

— Sometimes it is not bad to suffer such a big loss.

"Truly like a canine, you're barking various bullshit today. Be quiet and just strike a pose quickly. The composition is confusing."

When I rebuked the Fox God, she floated in the air as if she had no choice and struck a pose, and I began drawing again while looking at her.

Why draw while looking at the Fox God?

Because the difference between a picture drawn looking at her and one drawn without looking is too big.

She is a Fox God who seems to possess all the beauty in the world.

Even if I can't capture all that beauty in the drawing, capturing just a small fragment makes it a picture with tremendous destructive power.

Yes, just like right now.

"...This is the first time I've been turned on by something that isn't a Fox Beastkin."

— Fufu, do you understand now? My beauty. Now, praise quickly! Look up to Me! Cherish Me!

"Ha, I don't want to admit it, but it's really hot so I can't hold back. Well, since it's almost finished, I should send it once."

Leaving behind the Fox God who was showing endless confidence beside me, I sent a KakaoTalk message to the customer, and not long after, my customer sent a photo of a grand bow (deep bow) in gratitude.

This is still an unfinished work, though.

<Thank you so much, Artist-nim! Thank you really for drawing Sax so beautifully.>

<Uh... excuse me, but may I know why you named your OC Sax?>

<Oh my, do you perhaps not know Sax? To think you drew Sax but don't know Sax, this is a first.>

What kind of vulgar talk is that, fuck.

Barely swallowing my words, I carefully asked him again.

<I was just wondering if the name became like that because of a typo.>

<Ah~ so that's what you thought.>

<Sax is literally Sax.>

<???????>

<No, there is a separate sword called Seax. Because she carries a Seax, she was named Sax. Not Sex.>

<...Hearing it spoken, it's a name that could be misunderstood.>

<Well... right? Since Sax's name is so similar to Sex, some other artists laugh just hearing Sax's name.>

Yeah, wouldn't it be weird not to laugh hearing that name?

If heard via voice outside, anyone would laugh until their ribs cracked.

Muttering quietly to myself, I felt disturbed by the name Sax, so I sent him the finished version and immediately issued an eviction order.

<Please empty the slot.>

<Artist-nim, the pic is seriously super hot, can't you draw just one more of our Sax? I'll pay double, no, triple!>

<I draw for fun sometimes, so I'm sorry.>

<No, Artist-nim! Just one time for Sax!!! Just one more time!!! Please!!!>

The phrasing is seriously fucked up.

Honestly, didn't he name it that on purpose?

It's a name talented at making the listener uncomfortable, fuck.

I didn't want to think about that damn Sax anymore, so I just closed the slot, shook off my dizzy head, and tried to hold onto my sanity.

"Phew, that damn Sax, fuck. It's been messing up my head since earlier, seriously annoying."

— If it's hard, don't overdo it and rest. Haven't you been sitting and working for 13 hours already?

"I just have to draw one more. Since I ordered via quick delivery, it'll arrive tomorrow, so I just need to work for 12 more hours, take a catnap, and turn on the broadcast."

As the Fox God said, it is true that I am pushing myself too hard.

I want to live longer somehow and see hot fox manga.

Even if my Baby Factory Starter disappears because I made a contract I didn't even want, the arousal of Fox Beastkin is eternal.

Even with this body, if I can feel lust...

"No fuck, why do I keep having such strange thoughts after my body changed? It feels like some dark desire has become stronger."

— Isn't that obvious? Humans desire but restrain themselves, but animals do not restrain themselves unlike humans. Your vulgar thoughts are also strong enough that if you don't stop midway, you'll be trapped in delusion; animal instincts are quite strong. Even more so for a Yokai.

"Then that's a really big problem; if a heat cycle comes, won't I be truly fucked? No wait, will I voluntarily get fucked by a dick?"

— You've been asking only obvious things since earlier. Ah, and telling you in advance, when heat begins, it would be better if there are no males around. Because it is certain you will mate regardless of the species.

When the heat cycle begins, keep males away... huh.

Just how strong did they make the libido to spout such bullshit?

It's driving me crazy, really.

"Except for the ugly appearance becoming pretty, everything else is just penalties, you crazy bitch."

— Penalty? What is that? Is it something to eat?

"I mean disadvantages, disadvantages. How come when I turn into a woman, advantages disappear and I bring a whole load of disadvantages."

— Disadvantages? Heat is merely a basic desire of an animal wanting to reproduce. Are you calling that a disadvantage now?

"You said I'd have an orgy? You said I'd become a bitch crazy for sex without discrimination?"

When I got annoyed losing my dumbfoundedness, the Fox God looked at my mood and spoke carefully.

— Well... isn't it 'common sense' that a beast has that level of reproductive desire. And, Fox Yokai even covet the opponent's Vitality...

"Then the method to block the heat cycle?"

— Unlike humans, beasts do not go against the providence of nature. I trust you understand what this means.

"So you're saying there's absolutely no way to block it, motherfucker."

I intended to finish the drawing within today, but I was in no mood to draw at all.

If the heat cycle starts, falling to the female side (becoming completely female mentally) is confirmed.

Me, who cursed the TS-corruption squad calling them gay every day... facing the crisis of female corruption.

"No way... It can't be like this, fuck."

Did denying the reality in front of my eyes look fun to the minor god's eyes?

The Fox God approached me in my despair and offered words of warm comfort.

— Fufut, originally it is comfortable if you give up. Think about it. You gain Vitality to live, and sufficient pleasure too. Isn't it killing two birds with one stone?

"Killing two birds with one stone my ass. It's more like getting hit twice. Two fucked up things in one TS! Wow!"

— I truly cannot understand you. Why do you try to avoid the method to obtain pleasure and Vitality at the same time? Even if you just grabbed that exorcist full of Yang energy who came by earlier, there would be absolutely no problem living on?

"Yeah, as you said, there would be no problem living on. But, my dignity as a man gets crushed. Didn't I say at first? I wanted to stick it in a Fox Beastkin, I didn't want to get stuck as a Fox Beastkin."

— But aren't you a female no matter how you look at it now? Just before too. That appearance of vulgarly wagging your tail bewitched by that tremendous Yang energy was...

"Aaaaaaack!!! Shut up!!! Stop calling me a damn female!!!"

...I absolutely cannot win in a verbal fight.

Whatever I say, all the actions I did earlier become evidence and tighten around my neck; I said I was going crazy, going crazy, but now I was truly on the verge of going crazy.

Hah, I really tried not to use this method.

This is something you started first, Fox God.

I really endured as much as I could; everything is your fault.

I went to the kitchen, slowly pulled out the kitchen knife, and said to the Fox God.

"Hehe... Heheheh... Can you still call me a female even after this?"

— ...You have gone crazy beyond belief. Did you hate being called a female that much?

"Yeah, I think it's better to die than live while being called a female. Since it's just closing my eyes tight and slashing once, wouldn't it be okay?"

This time there was no one to stop me, and just as I was about to slash the kitchen knife onto my wrist, the Fox God finally realized the seriousness of the situation and started begging for forgiveness, even kneeling down.

— I-I am sorry... Please refrain from suicide... I didn't know you would feel such shame about becoming a female.

"You're only kneeling? Is your wrongdoing only worth that much?"

As I smirked and raised the kitchen knife again, the Fox God spoke to me with an even more urgent voice.

— H-How should I apologize! Put that down first and let's talk!!!

"You ask how you can apologize? Do you intend to do it if I order you?"

— If... if it is not too unreasonable a request... I will grant it!

She looked quite cute clenching her teeth and maintaining a confident attitude, so I smiled brightly and stated the method of apology.

"Dogeza." (Deep prostration on the ground)

— ...What?

To her asking back as if denying reality, I opened my mouth once again and told her the method of apology.

"I said do a dogeza. If you do it sincerely while naked, I won't cause a suicide commotion again. How about it, a decent method, right?"

The Fox God's eyes looking at me began to tremble violently.