+18 V1: Chapter 3.5: Losing to A Lust Mark... Or Rather, Wanting To Lose?

TL Note: This is a R18 chapters that set after the succubus, Lux, introduced herself in middle part of chapter 3.

Chapter 3.5: Losing to A Lust Mark... Or Rather, Wanting To Lose?

I felt like she was about to make a move, but she didn't. I spent some time in this agonizing state, and the pain in my stomach from launching myself to that punch had long since subsided. I was spending a relaxed daily life in a cute room, not exactly under house arrest.

"This is Lust Mark... it can only be satisfied by fulfilling one's own desires. Something like that, perhaps?"

"I see, so that's what it means..."

Even though there's such a sexy succubus woman here, oozing with sex appeal from head to toe, she doesn't make a move.

How is that possible?!

I'm even starting to wonder if I'm not attractive enough. Love seems to be a formidable force. 

"Well then, I'm going to sleep now. Goodnight, Satellite-chan ♡"

"Uh, yeah... Goodnight, Lux-san."

Lux waves his hand and leaves the room. The door closes with a thud, leaving me alone. These days aren't boring, but that being kept waiting like this is unacceptable.

"Haa~"

The mark of lust on my lower abdomen has now lost its light.

It was said to be a special curse made by a succubus, something that would induce arousal if the person afflicted with it used magic... but it was also said that it should never be used, and that no human could possibly endure it.

But, it's human nature to want to try something when you're told absolutely not to...

"Yeah, it's human nature to want to do something when you're told not to..."

Giving in to curiosity, I summon my magic and cast a spell on the pillow in the room.

The pillow, floating as if freed from gravity, drifted gently for a while before plopping back down onto the bed. It was some time later that it happened.

"Mmm ♡ Ah, I see... so this is what it feels like? ♡"

A warm, tingling sensation, that's how pleasurable it was, washed over me.

My honest feeling was that it wasn't unbearable, since the magic I'd used wasn't that powerful. Perhaps the reason I didn't feel a tingling sensation was because the magic's output wasn't very strong.

I grabbed the pillow I'd thrown and sat down on the floor. I expected it to subside soon, and I thought I'd go to sleep... but that expectation was quickly shattered.

"...It's not going away at all?"

If it were just a little bit of arousal, I'd have the sense to restrain myself in someone else's house.

But this gentle pleasure, like something poking deep inside my stomach, wouldn't go away and continued to ravage my body. Still, I endured it, grabbing the pillow and closing my eyes... for several minutes.

"My head... is going crazy...!"

Even though I tried to force myself to sleep by pulling the blanket over myself, the friction of my clothes against my sensitive spots awakened my consciousness. My cute nipples were swollen and erect, as if to show my excitement.

"Just a little... just a little bit, okay? ♡"

Making excuses to no one in particular, I reached my fingers to my secret place, a place no one had ever touched before. I gently traced my already moist secret place.

Slowly, a warmth spread through my body, and all I could think about was how good it felt. I continued tracing my sensitive spots and reached my first climax. I wiped my wet secret place with a tissue, then burrowed into the scent-filled blankets and closed my eyes to fall asleep.

I thought the throbbing would subside after a while...

"Hmm, hmm...♡"　

Something's wrong, something's wrong...

The throbbing just won't go away. In fact, the pleasure that feels like it's thrusting into my uterus seems to be getting stronger little by little. Now that I think about it, I remember she saying something like this Lust Mark... 'the effect lasts until you release your desires.'

I thought I could simply satisfy myself, but if that's not the case... even doing this alone, this throbbing won't stop no matter how long I wait.

Then...　

"If I don't... release my desires, my wish...♡"　

And so, I left the room with unsteady steps.

★

With unsteady steps, I walked down the corridor towards the restroom, a room supposedly made for relieving myself. I deliberately left the door unlocked and sat down on the toilet seat.

As if to show off, I pulled up my pajamas, revealing my cute underwear and belly button.

"Here... for now..."

Even if I moved around a bit, it would be better than being in the room. That's what I thought, but how could I satisfy my desires in this place?

For now, I did as usual, gently rubbing my cute breasts and slowly tracing the tips.

"Mmm...♡"

The built-in mirror perfectly reflected my figure, blushing and in a lewd pose... arousing my lust. Even so, the throbbing sensation hadn't subsided. In fact, it was only getting stronger.

To fulfill my desires, my destructive desires, I imagined... that day.

What if Lux were the succubus I'd imagined... and I was violated mercilessly? Such a fantasy.

"Lux..."

When I gently stroked my clitoris, it was already bright red with anticipation and excitement. I was scared to put my fingers inside my vagina, which had never been touched before. So, when I was alone, I mostly focused on my clitoris and nipples...♡

"I won't give in...♡"

After all, just like in those erotic books... would she rub aphrodisiac onto my clitoris with those long, slender fingers... and then stroke my swollen clitoris like a penis, making me pathetically beg for mercy?

"I can't believe I'm being tortured by a succubus...♡"

My breasts will surely be squeezed like a cow's, on all fours ♡ Even though I'm only seen as food, being squeezed by those slender fingertips... it'll feel so pathetically good ♡

"Lux... Lux-sama~♡"

When my nipples are pinched, a sweet tingle runs through my body and my head feels warm. My breasts, which are as firm and well-shaped as bowls, will surely be made unnaturally large for milking... and on my buttocks, with a branding iron... a number... a mark of livestock will be branded... so that I can never return to human society...♡

"Lux...♡"

It was just as I was about to reach my climax.

There was a knock on the door, and I felt as if my heart had stopped.

Beyond this thin wooden door, which isn't even locked, is the girl who adored me.

Would she be disillusioned if she saw me like this?

Or would she just attack me?

I don't know, I don't know, but...

"Did you call me, Satellite-chan♡"

"Ah, well...♡"

Even in this situation, or rather, precisely because of this situation, my fingers can't stop. A squelching sound is heard as sticky love juice continues to flow from my moist secret place.

"The paper... the toilet paper... I can't find it...♡"

"Really? Well, that's because..."

I spread my legs in an M-shape and sit down on the toilet seat, as if to show off. With this situation and my dripping wet pussy, there's no way to deny it anymore. No matter what form it takes, my life is—over. I really should stop this.

Don't open the door. (Open it!)

Don't end me. (End me!)

A perverse feeling made my crotch throb, and my excitement reached its peak. My heart was pounding so hard it hurt, it felt like it might jump out of my mouth.

"It's up there, so use that, okay?"

"Mmhh♡ Okay...♡"

My sweet, melting voice in reply—did she notice?

I wanted her to notice, and I didn't want her to notice.

Don't look at me like this♡

That feeling was running wild, and my hands—I couldn't stop them.

"Well then, call me again if anything else comes up, okay?"

"Ahhh, yes~♡"

Before the sound of her footsteps faded away, I couldn't hold back any longer and moved my fingers harder, reaching a sprint.

Maybe she could still hear me, maybe she was still standing in front of the door, thinking how strange I was.

Such thoughts swelled in my mind, and I found myself getting excited by this situation.

"No, if I come from this, I'll go crazy! ♡ I'll get addicted! ♡"

Even though I knew that, I couldn't resist and pinched my engorged, bright red clitoris hard.

"Ahhhh! ♡ Ahhhhh! ♡"

A wave of pleasure surged through my brain, and the fluid I'd been holding in my bladder had nowhere to go and began to flow out. I was in a daze and had no way to stop the fluid from gushing out. The coldness of the love juice running down my thighs brought me back to consciousness. I looked at myself in the large mirror on the wall.

"This is me. This is... me~ ♡"

The mirror reflected a slut with an ecstatic expression. There was no trace of her usual cuteness or dignified expression...

The reflection showed a female, her mouth gaping open sloppily, her lower lips twitching with the overwhelming pleasure. The pungent scent of a bitch in heat that filled the air seemed to point to my own uncontrollable nature.

"Just one more time... just one more time, okay? ♡ Mmm..."

I licked my fingers, now covered in my slippery love juice, as if to swallow them. I reached for my nipples, which stood erect as if begging to be played with. A tingling sensation of pleasure ran through my body at the slightest touch, causing me to straighten involuntarily.

Still not satisfied, I kept my left hand on my nipple... and, as if disciplining my still sensitive clitoris and pussy after my recent orgasm, I slapped my palm against them. Again and again.

"Oh...? Oh~...♡"

My private parts made a squelching sound as I reached my second climax. Even then, I couldn't stop, continuing to slap my palm against myself again and again. I continued to waver between climax and flaccidity for a third, fourth time, my body trembling uncontrollably.

"I'm sorry, I'm so sorry~♡"

I'm such a bad girl, such a pervert who masturbates in someone else's house.

I'm so sorry for being such a hopeless pervert who uses a girl who adores me, whom I've only just met, as my fantasy for self-gratification.  

But this is my true nature...

"Again, I'm cumming───♡"

I'm sorry for being such a pervert, wanting to be found out and have myself messed up in this situation♡

"───Ahhh♡"

This is the umpteenth orgasm of the day, my body is convulsing and I can't control myself properly.

While I was in a daze like that, the throbbing in my uterus stopped before I even realized it.

"───Ah, ahh♡"

The musky smell wafting through the room seemed to reveal my hopelessly lewd true nature.

... I need to ventilate the room.